day to day caligurl

i've been facebooking alot. the thing is everyone "knows" me on fb. its like real friends, and friends of friends etc.. but here! well, i think i have more freedom to write and not worry.
the husband and i of 6 years split up. i am ever so sad, and my heart hurts. the husband moved out 4 months ago.
the thing is, he wants children of his own and his desire has caused him torment. we have my daughters 18 &15 but he really wanted one of his own and as time has gone on...well so has my age and at 46 i am not willing to have another baby.
the first month was ok, i was feeling good and even wished him the best. i want him to be happy and i will never have to know the want or need or deisre to have a child because i have 2. the second month i started to be sad. the third month i started to get pissed!! how could he leave? and still love me? and how could his love of someting he 'wants" be stronger than his love for me?
grrrrrr
all these things spin in my head.
(to be continued)

i want candy

so i found this in redbook!! go figure. i use to wear these candies proudly!! look what a couple decades can do!!!

hee hee and no comments on only a flat chested girl can wear that...cause frankly i could wear that :)

oh and speaking of candy!!

nuff said...

am i lame or what? i need to get off facebook and come back to the comfort of my blog friends!!!! thank your for sticking it out!!

2009 i am coming back

omgosh!! 2009 i am coming back. i miss my blog friends....

i hadn't planned on taking the summer off from blogging. it just happened that way! so please don't forget me, i'll be back in the fall.

besides the little cutie with the crown... check out the green & black pillow. saaaWEET!
with graduations etc... its been a busy 2 weeks! happy weekend to you!!

lily & the cupcake purse

i have been meaning to post about the cupcake purse and lily. (thx http://architectdesign.blogspot.com/) for reminding me! i couldn't find a picture of lily and the purse. anway remember my post from april 7th?
i reposted below... just in case ;0